L brain - yes like a uk jerry springer....they do a lot of lie detectors and that was the joke I cracked....in hindsight I agree was silly to joke but thats the type of think I do in uncomfortable situations. I have apologised when I spoke to her today and she laughed and told me im always d*ck when im cornered. I agree with you and firebolt that showing im sober and focused is the key. Ive been to AA each day since I got out of detox which ive told her. If she believes me or not ive no idea.
Anyway been a good day today, steak and chips for dinner and arranging a first fishing trip for the weekend with an old friend. Was going to run after work but could only just walk after yesterdays long run (not in the shape I once was) so dthe decided to have the day off.