I am beginning to fear weekends
Normally when weekend comes everyone is in good mood. But I am beginning to fear weekends. I have lost all my confidence because every Monday morning I come to work with a bad hangover, stomach ache and terrible guiltiness. I commit to myself every Monday that I won't drink again but by the time Friday comes I forget everything and end up drinking again. Is anybody else doing the same thing I am doing? Is there a way out of it? Now my frustration has gone so bad that I have even tried to commit suicide twice.