Thanks everyone at the moment all i can focus on is getting through the first 24 hours but i feel sick and headachy i will admit i was drinking heavily the thing was at one time when i had had too much vodka my body would tell me by making me be physically sick but over the last few months its got like my body has adjusted and i am no longer being sick i am not proud of this next statement but i have been able to get through a whole bottle of vodka in one evening. I am so ashamed.