Originally Posted by
drinkingdinos 
All i know is i finally feel okay now that im drinking again. As long as i have a few drinks my anxiety disappears, not a care in the world. I can sleep again too. I don't know how to describe it except I finally feel normal again and man have I missed it.
I'm not sure what to tell you other than ambivalence has kept many a drinker drinking. You are young. Probably think you have your whole life to address your drinking problem. Maybe even fix it so you can drink normally.
Don't be so sure.