Thank you all so much for your replies it really made me realise something today, its like there is two of me the normal happy bubbly woman who actually doesnt care about going out just for the sake of it and the alcoholic addicted woman who only wants to go out for a drink if i look at it realistically. But in such early days of recovery i think its good to be grounded and safe and not put the temptation in my way its like have a little person sitting on my shoulder its so annoying.
but even realising that today has made me so happy because i no now i can tell it to do one and let the thought pattern go like they say riding a wave.... Time is a healer and i totally agree
