Thank you all for responses and wishes.
Here's some of my more immediate plans towards recovery:
1. 24hr promise - done
2. Post / read when thinking about booze. Like now.
3. Set appointment for counselor today.
4. Talk to my GF tonight. I've talked to her about my past struggles and witnessed me become addicted to and quit phenibut (GABA antagonist). She doesn't know I've been hiding bottles in the car and struggling to not drink.
Out for now! See ya'll soon