Originally Posted by
ItsJustMe89 
All these things will take time to get straightened out but sometimes I still think that after I get them all worked out I will go back to drinking. Like I just need to take a break for a while to get my life in order but I don't want to quit forever.
Yes, these things will take time to work out, but it's great that you have ideas for things you want/need to change in your life. I think you might surprise yourself as you are working through these issues. Instead of feeling like going back to drinking at some point, I think you might find that your sober life is just what you want.