Charles, you got this man. One other thing I think of for inspiration is that a lot of the big name acts remain sober and don't partake in the scene, otherwise they would burnout. I think getting steady on your sober shoes helps before you re-enter the scene and situations. I am slowly choosing events I can go to and creating an exit plan. I also sent an email to everyone I am close to telling them about my sobriety, t has helped keep me accountable when I would have otherwise said screw it and drank. It is ok to let myself down, but I don't want to let others down. Seemed to work for me.