Great insight FreeOwl. I do feel this way. Just this weekend in fact I have been struggling internally with my life and lack of it.
Someone asked me how I express myself. That was last week. I got stymied by the fact I could not answer. I got angrier and angrier. How can I be this old and not know how to express myself.
My inner calling has always been to be around people and help if I can yet I hide in myself and not many around me know how I feel.
I have never been an ego based person. But I need to heal my wounded soul.
Thanks and am interested in others perspective.