Hey you guys, thank you for responding! I definitely know I need to get a handle on things now sooner than later! Addictive personalities are very prominent in my family and my Dad passed of cirrhosis, though it was a genetic liver disorder he was still a moderate and at times heavy drinker. I know I am on a slippery slope and have talked with my husband about wanting to join AA but I think he is afraid that he will not be able to drink if I get sober ( he is a light drinker) and the stigmatism of being married to an alcoholic. He doesn't feel as if I have a problem, but at the same time, I don't think he understands that I am trying to take preventative measures to ensure that I do not become a full blown alcoholic if that makes sense? Definitely trying to sort all of this out and weigh my options
