Hey all. Caught up with some friends in the town today. Really sunny weather. Everyone making plans of going out and going drinking later. I am never included in plans to go out. Invites gradually dissipated when my social drinking got really heavy and I consistently turned into a monster.
I guess I'm really feeling the social exclusion today. Before, excluded because of intoxication, now, well I don't know why now. I think others might find the company of a non drinker difficult.
Well, self pity rant over. Still really sunny out. Think I'll take a bike ride to my local park.
B