TennantSmith

I'm enjoying it. I think I'm putting her next book on pre-order.

Well,small victory maybe? My oldest daughter got her biopsy results back. The bad white cells have increased and spread. I'm waiting for her to call back so that we can discuss it further. She's been sick for so long. We've learned to build our lives admist it. I love that she refuses to let her disease define her. However, after doing research and speaking to doctors, she's decided to not have children naturally. It's put her in a bit of a funk. It's a hard dream to release at such a young age.

And through this, unlike the past, my thoughts didnt stray to drinking but supporting her and doing what is necessary while enjoying a fun, family filled weekend.

In the past, there were times I created a drama filled story or exaggerated a situation to justify drinking. Sigh....thats just not normal. However, my behavior was never normal as a drinker. As I have more sober time, I am learning I'm actually quite nice and normal, lol.

Who would've thunk it?