Mynightmare

Hello again,

So I have decided that tonight is the night. I am going to my first meeting. I haven't had a drink in 5 days now. Which to be fair isn't unusual but it's the weekend now and my weakest time. You know the feeling, I've worked hard this week and deserve it and all that b******t. I've started reading the big book and there's a lot in there that makes lot of sense.

All i know for sure is that I will never drink again. I also know that I can't do it on own. I have grown up with booze, everyone around me drinks to excess. So if I'm to get through this I need to surround myself with people that no longer do but who understand what I have been through and am going through.

Thanks for listening.

MyNightmare