Za, his bs started long before this post. Sure self pity plays a part. But shaking uncontrollably when I am around people, or losing the felling on the right side of my body is not self pity, it is reality. I'm sober today b\c I chose to be. I alone made that choice & have kept it. The fact every post I've had some "fault" of mind was pointed out.
It's very rare I curse, but its gotten to the point where posting just adds on to my anxiety instead of helping. These "excuses" are very real things I need to consider. My last hospital visit they told me they can't keep helping me. So not sure if I can really go to expect help ..
Doesn't matter. Just will post when I have all sunshine & rainbows to talk about. That way no one can complain.
Thanx all for the suggestions, I might be able to do the insurance thing b\c I'm a "new" MD resident so that's a plus.
Dennis
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