welcome,
I didn't read the responses....
My higher power is ME. Yes, me, myself and I. Imagine how the walls started shaking when I said that at an aa meeting.
There are some good ideas in the book of aa. As they say, take what you need and leave the rest. That's what they say at least.
If you want to go to meetings, you don't have to announce what you believe in or not. You can just take it all in and find comfort being in a group of similar individuals.
I always cracked up when I recall George Burns testifying in a movie, "... so help me ME."