You will be. It once took me 10 days to finally sleep and not want to jump out of my skin. Keep on believing that it will get better. I felt so anxious that I was welcoming death. It never happened. I faced another day sleepless but I knew that one day I'm going to lay my head down without thinking and fall asleep and the next morning I awake with a whole new outlook. And with that, the anxiety falls away. Then you realize once you get through it, you never have to go through it again. And that you never want to be in that place again. You WILL get there. Your brain is still stabilizing.
Much compassion,
Puffy