I actually slept really well last night. Felt much better today. I've been studying on how to be better at work and I believe my learnings spill over to my situation here. I had planned to ride my bike today but it seems like it's always raining here this time of year.
The main thing that sticks out in my mind during studying was "begin with the end in mind". Some folks just end up being a alcoholic but that doesn't mean they can't be smart. Now I see why a plan must be set in place. No one can achieve their goals if they can't focus on the road to achieve them.