Hi everyone - haven't noticed, but day 46 has come and gone for me. Being sober has stopped feeling 'weird'.
I've read on here and experienced it innumerable times myself, the situation where you say "No, I don't drink" and how it, for some reason, makes you feel awkward - but I found at least one place where it always feels awesome to say that! And that place is at your doctor's.
"Do you drink?"
"NO!"
"Awesome. Good for you!"
On the negative side. Every once in awhile I have a nightmare, in which I have been drinking or am drunk in a party situation. Always takes a moment to realise that your actually sober after waking up, because the brain simply replays events you've been through so many times that it doesn't even feel like fictional anymore. All in all, a scare and some cold sweat is the only real consequence as opposed to what would happen if I'd really been in that situation.
All in all, conciously, I have zero want for alcohol. It still isn't generating any cravings for me or making me miss the 'good ol' days'.
Good luck to everyone!