Thanks everyone.
I have suffered from depression for years and I am prescribed medication.
I have something I worry about with my child.
I worry she has no friends at school.
I constantly question her about who she has sat with at lunch. Who she has played with. Who she likes as a friend. If she feels lonely. If she feels included.
I have mentioned it to the teacher and she says she does not have one special friend but she gets on with all the other children.
She is new to the class and she started in Sept 2014.
She is only 5 years old.
There are 2 boys she knows who are also new and they tend to play together a lot without her which is normal. They don't play with her as much and I'm okay reassuring her with the fact that they are boys and thats what boys do.
I don't want to give too many details as someone might read it and realise who I am.
When I'm down, I think about constantly to the point I am obsessed.
I'm sure its depression related.
Is this part of being a mum?
Is it meant to feel like this?
Am I meant to spend hours crying about it?