I also ruined what could have been a relationship with this guy. He was one of the sweetest guy that I've been with in awhile. And of cos drunk me just ruined everything. Ive only met him a total of 4 times but I was only sober during the first date. The rest of the 3 times I was drunk and that was in the span of 2 months.
When I got in trouble when I was drunk he came and helped and nevertheless he was pissed. Who wouldn't whe you called them for help at 5am and sure enough he doesn't want anything with me anymore.
I wished I could have realize everything sooner. I guess I was in denial.