Everyones faced this Eliasson.
The thing is, if you don't stop, everything you want to keep is at risk anyway.
It's true recovery does mean a lot of changes and some of them can be quite scary to contemplate.
There'd be noone in recovery if we lost out on the deal tho - it's got to be better than drinking or we'd all be drinking
you have some experience of sobriety - you were doing well. Use that to counter that fear.
Getting sober really is not an end - its a beginning. Truly.
I really hope you can trust me on that and make that leap of faith
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