You'd probably be surprised at how many of us thought the same way, Scared
I drank all day every day for about 5 years. I honestly thought I would never be able to live without alcohol...
but I also didn't want to die. That's the thing - if we can;t bring ourselves to stop our body will sometimes make the decision for us..if we're lucky.
I stopped drinking. It wasn't a lot of fun...but I didn't die...and in time I grew to love not drinking
The fear I had about being sober was FAR
None of the hundreds of sober folk here would stay sober if they felt they lost out on the deal...
You can decide to stop today or be forced to when your body gives up and you've lost all the things you love and cherish...but if you drink like me, you'll have to give it up sometime Scared.
I really hope you decide to take that leap of faith
It might be scary, but you're not alone
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