Heres help with a plan i know you go aa but anything that helps....helps !
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...at-we-did.html
Of course you think about it only alcoholics do so with that knowledge knowing you obsess i think its time to employ your acceptance
i dont drink or think like a normal person when it comes to alcohol i am alcoholic i cant drink safely or responsibly and neither can you
Pls dont listen to your AV it will tell you anything to get a drink