Hard to Admit
Hi,
I'm having a hard time admitting that I'm alcoholic. I guess because I know that means I have to stop drinking.
I regularly drink more than I should. I work from home and will start drinking before the work day is over. While my wife will go out to bars with me, I regularly hide drinking from her. We have fought over my drinking several times. I know that I need to be more reponsible about my drinking.
Looking for either the strength or the wisdom to know what to do. Can I drink like a 'normal' person? Do I quit forever?
I know if I don't change something I will ruin my marriage.
Thanks for any input.