Rush2112, increased productivity is only one of the many benefits of getting and staying sober. I managed to climb the corporate ladder and raise a family even while, like you, drinking "way too much."
Since my last drink, I have become even more productive, my family life has improved, and I just plain feel better about myself.
Don't feel that your world has to crumble around you before you quit drinking. It doesn't. Now is a very good time to make the choice.
Good luck with Day 2. I am glad you are here with us.
