I can imagine the anxiety, although I have not yet felt it. I'm on my first day on this forum (I'm trying to quit my binge drinking, never was an everyday drinker), and my last binge was 04/05/15, last single drink being 04/07/15. I have a little anxiety, not for whether or not to drink now, but how I am going to manage my temptation next time I'm in a social drinking situation. If I told my social drinking buddies that I'm not having anything to drink because I think I have a problem, they would likely try to convince me that I don't. I feel for you, and hope your anxiety passes. Be strong.