Hi Ice,
Welcome and well done on making your decision. Reaching out was something I thought I'd never do, but it has already steadied my ship. For too long I thought I was smart enough and tough enough to sort alcohol out on my own. I was wrong, too many times. I have so many good reasons to quit but those reasons still didn't stop me boozing. I may have succeeded on my own but it's unlikely. I genuinely believe that joining this forum and reaching out is one of the best life decisions I have ever made! I am by no means over-confident but with the help and advice of other people - those that understand, those that have been there and done it, I feel like there's a chance this time!
Best Wishes and good luck to you!
C