Originally Posted by
JaneLane 
Waking up after drinking and feeling anxious, then being anxious about being anxious caused by drinking, then being anxious about stopping...a big ball of naff things really.
Yea; my anxiety is what has been killing me; alcohol \drugs was just the instruments it chose
I've known for a couple decades about me severe anxiety issues; but the stigma growing up & seeing a therapist was too much for me at the time, so I ran to booze. Now it's just a whole much bigger issue after years of running from it. Ironically; some of the only times I was sober & not anxious were on tour & at dead shows w\ 50,000+ people hahaha
"But I'll get back on my feet again someday,
The good Lord willin', if He says I may.
I know that the life i'm livin's no good,
I'll get a new start, live the life I should.
I'll get up and fly away, I'll get up and fly away, fly away."