Originally Posted by
Thatdeliveryguy 
Got a few bucks to my name and decided to drink.
At the end of the day it boils down to your choices. For me, I had to want sobriety and I had to want it more than wanting to pick up that drink.
I truly get how hard it is to quit and what a struggle it is. You are progressively getting worse.
I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers Jeremy. I hope you can find some peace.