I agree with the others that antabuse is not cheating...but it's not a recovery plan either.
Annais absolutely right here:
I think that you recognize you're not drinking (which is great), but you're not really changing your thinking and lifestyle. You're getting some sober time right now which is good for you, but I think you know that you will need to move on to changing your thinking so that you don't still want to drink all the time.
I craved drinking. To stop that craving I had to change as a person. My priorities had to change. The way I dealt with life had to change.
You cant get that change without making changes
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