New to recovery and new to site
Relapsed after 7 years clean and currently have 92 days clean.
Walked away from a 3.5 year relationship because he wanted to keep using I and I was ready to get clean; it was the hardest thing I've ever done in my life. Struggling with some weight gain after I worked hard to lose 100 pounds -- gained some weight in new recovery and as a result of the breakup!
Trying to feel a "part of" this time around but having trouble feeling like I "fit in." Part of me doesn't care as much as I once did about fitting in. I've realized that I myself am a puzzle with a few pieces missing more than I am a piece to the bigger puzzle of humanity. None of us were never meant to "fit in." If that were true, we wouldn't all be completely individualized.
Anyway, taking it one day at a time.
I'm working with a sponsor and on Step 3.