Originally Posted by
strangeangel 
Tomorrows day 21. Checking in for sober weekend but today has been rough. Depression is really bad. Feel like fiancé doesn't get it at all. Just want extra love and attention from him since my world is completely upside down.. Yet, he goes on as if nothing happened... Would be so nice to just be normal again and be able to enjoy a beer.. But... Not gonna ruin that 3 week streak. Any thoughts on how to deal with this??
You're doing great, strangeangel. Yeh, others don't really understand what we go through just to not pick up a drink.
Have you told him that you would like an extra cuddle here and there? Was there tension between you when you were drinking? Sometimes it takes a while for our loved ones to trust us again.
Don't try that experiment of enjoying a beer. I tried that and it doesn't work.
Just stay busy, I try to remember the reasons that brought me here and why I decided to quit. That's always more than enough to change my mind.