bp09...coming back again (and again....) is a sign that the REAL YOU knows there is a better life than being controlled by a 'substance' or an 'addiction'.
Keep coming back... As it is said in AA, The only requirement to keep coming back is a desire to be FREE from drinking... to continue working at getting sober there is NOT a requirement to be something that you think others might think you 'should' be.
RDBplus3...Happy, Joyous, and FREE ...and I KNOW U can be 2