I feel slightly limited as I really want to go to a AA meeting asap but due to my anxiety I would have to be drunk.
I run my own business so can escape when it grows on me to much.
Im also scared about the withdrawal symptoms. I went cold turkey last summer for a week and was fine and the anxiety slowly went away.
It came to the weekend and I though, id treat myself but then I had a weekend bender and carried on since.
I had a rule that I would never drink before 5:30 but that has now dropped to 3 which is gone to far.