I am really worried about you Dave. My AV was also really awesome at the, "I'll get sober...tomorrow". Tomorrow kept coming and years went by. It wasn't until I decided to take matters into my own hands and committed myself to being sober that I finally got sober. I came to the realization that if I kept promising myself to get sober "tomorrow", I wasn't ever going to get sober. I hope you realize your AV is doing the same thing.
I hope to see you around here sooner rather than later.