Back on planet earth.
Last drink at about 6am or 7am this morning. It could have been worse. I came back home and was entertaining the idea of going and getting coke. It would have been to one of the worse neighbourhoods in the city. I logged on here instead and even though I typed garbage and waffle I'm glad I did....as i fell asleep on the sofa. By the time I woke up I saw that idea for what it was: suicidal.
I spent some time in bed with a very broken sleep. On getting up I found some vodka in the fridge. I poured it into a glass with some apple juice. But luckily I thought about what would happen....another bender and the cycle of destruction continues. I think it's gone too far. I tossed it down the sink. The best decision I've made all week.
What better time than now, what better place than here. It's time.