Hi all! It's the morning of Day 2 for me. I went to bed really early last night, and I slept all night and woke up feeling ok. Not hungover or worried. But rested. I had a good dream too, which I take as a good sign. Whenever i'm about to go on a binge bender, I always have terrible dreams..it's like i know it's only a matter of time and i'm going to pick up and something terrible is going to happen.
I am still determined to keep this day sober
I went to an AA meeting last night. And although i wanted to go, it did sort of make me sad that i'd be going to meetings for the rest of my life. Maybe it was self pity or some sort of resistance in me. I'll keep going though.
I do enjoy and benefit from coming on these forums and sharing and reading about other's experiences. I like it more than going to a meeting. I wonder if that is wrong?