Go ahead, Gilmer. Yesterday I was all sensitive, today I'm lots better.
The story just needed to be told on SR - somewhere. I had to get it out.
I talked to Courage on the phone yesterday - I needed a sober ear to hear me. It was tough. I think the six hours of cops was the worst part. They took him out at 3AM, so I didn't get much sleep. I know, that sounds trivial - but it was really stressful not knowing what had happened. I didn't know if he was murdered or suicide or what. It affected me.
I'm better now
Lots of prayer, acceptance, saged the house, encouraged his soul to move to the other side. You know.