Originally Posted by
MarathonMan 
Serindad - my life insurance was taken on the. condition of very light alcohol consumption. If I seek treatment I void it after long years of paying it. Thats why I keep trying alone.
Well, you definitely need a safe detox. Detoxing alone can be very dangerous. Could you go to the ER to detox? Once you detox, you could seek support at AA in addition to SR. There are so many people that would help you there. Also, what about a sober living house?