Well, the plan is to keep going to counseling and start going to meetings. The only problem I have really had about finding meetings in my hometown is they all seem to be AA. I am not really about mixing religion with addiction and since I use marijuana maintenance it seems contradictory to the aa principle. However I think it offers the most support. I just hope my wife understands that going to meetings might be mandatory for me. I have many many enablers that just don't get that I can't just stop after a binge. I'm still going to do AA.