Originally Posted by
MarathonMan 
Thomas - thanks man I appreciate your post....i managed to keep my job as without boasting, me on a bad day is better than most, im very industry experienced so even with a hangover I know the answers to the questions. As to who wanted what im sure it will become apparant over the next few days....i might need to use this thread as an online journal for the next few days while I get my **** figured out....nice to know some are routing for me....had a few pm's telling me im a dick.
You can ignore users who you don't agree with MM. In all reality though, consider what you are doing and ask yourself if your decision to keep drinking today in spite of your "last chance" from your wife warrants a little harsh criticism.
You need to make this happen, your "destiny to remain an addict" is bulls**t. Call a doctor, call AA, call a detox center - but call someone. You cannot do this on your own.