Thanks everyone,
Seems like made it through day, athough was invited out for drinks and almost said yes, really wanted to, but I made the wiser choice. Whew, actually waned on me. I guess my recent drinking decisions and the bad choices have worn on me. I told my wife about the blacking out and not knowing what I did for several days, she was very supportive, so I am off to doctor tomorrow.
Basically for the past numerous years, I would drink 6 nights a week at a minimum and have no less than 2 bottles of wine. Usually 3 or 4 (or equivalent hard alcohol or beer) And this was only over about a 6 hour period each evening. She always told me I needed to stop and put up with me.... Black outs were fairly common.
I hate saying this, but it helps knowing others had troubles also and not alone.