Thanks for the messages of support guys.
As said previously counting today as my first real sober day and what a day it has been
I took some earlier advice (think it was dee so cheers) and got a real plan going and it is working amazing at the moment even turned down a drink tonight
I cleared the debts needed that have been causing my to spiral, focused hard at work and made a career plan with them, was offered to go for a few beers but said no stating im not drinking
, brought study material to improve my career and topped the day with healthy eating and a four mile run. I have planned out my weekends so I am either working, gym or plans such as cinema for the next month. So I am really hoping this time it works.
I have no more excuses to fall back on such as money worries etc so this is my time to prove myself.