Day 1
Well, I have gone about 30 days before without drinking and have always come back to it. I want give it a kick because I found myself looking to 5pm every day to go have several drinks after work and then would end out or up till 2am many nights.
The next day at work would be painful but I would make it through. Hasn't caused any major job issues, but I assume that would only be a matter of time.
Drinking has caused me numerous fights with my family and they recognize the need for a change. It has also caused numerous self destructive behaviors that could be significantly detrimental. Many times I will black out and not remember what I did completely the night before.
I have an inflamed liver already and the doctor has told me I need to stop drinking but just haven't been able to.
So here in day 1 coming back again.