I am just 2 weeks in and the memories of insanity are steadily hitting me. I cannot believe it was me. I did drink and drive I am very ashamed. One night I was in house alone drunk and at 1 am thought it was a good idea to take my motorbike out for a spin. It was minus 5 with freezing fog I had no gloves on or warm clothes. I came off it and was very fortunate not to be hurt but going home I was so cold my hands could barely work the gears etc. I wanted to die, I am so glad I didnt hurt anyone. I will remember these moments if I get cravings.