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Old 03-30-2015, 05:20 PM
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newpage119
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Originally Posted by bluhend View Post
I wish I could say something helpful or positive, but I am just over 60 days sober and feel like my life is so completely boring and lame without drinking, I know I shouldn't think this way but it's how I feel, I've even been having dreams lately where I allow myself to be a drinker again and it is filled with joy ...
I have read a lot of posts about "flat lining" in early sobriety, where thing are dull, you are dull, everything is blah....it is temporary, and how long it lasts depends on the individual.

As for being excited about sobriety, I SO AM! find myself feeling good most of the time. I am conscious of not getting too stressed or too hungry. Trying new things like meditation, which really helps......
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