Sending you hugs! You hold your head high, you did the kind thing by going to the meeting. You were true to who you are. Good for you! It would have made you feel horrible not to go and not to have the answers/closure that you needed. In my humble opinion, I think most of us holds on to that hope as long as we can. The hope that maybe this time will be different, maybe this time they will do what they said they would. I know for me, I keep thinking my Stbxah will think the way I do, and behave the way I would. He doesn't! And I perplexed every time! A's are really great salespeople. And they draw us back in just to slam us to the floor again, time and time again. I am glad you went to the therapy for your sake. Sending you many hugs!!!