Originally Posted by
Dee74 
Hi dinos. I think failure is a loaded word.
Look at this as an opportunity to beef up your recovery plan.
You need a plan for the unexpected, because the unexpected always happens
what have you been doing for your recovery so far?
D
Don't really have a recovery plan. I've been to a few aa meetings but felt really out of place. I've been so sick most of the time I've been sober that I haven't been able to really do anything but lay around. I've only just started feeling better this week really.
I know it sounds bad but I'm really tempted to just say eff it and start drinking again. I can't stop thinking about it.