Climbing out of the darkness...
I have 1 week of sobriety today!
1 week ago I drank enough to poison myself. Literally! I vomited. I got thrown out of a bar. I passed out. I woke up the next day feeling like I was dying. I was so depressed all I could think about was suicide for 3 days after. It was one of the darkest couple of days of my life.
I made a decision. I am DONE! I had 5 1/2 years once....I can do it again!
I know I have a LONG way to go and I will NEVER get too confident. I need to ALWAYS put my sobriety first and be vigilant...one day at a time.
Thanks for all of your support a week ago when I was in my darkest hour.
Love you guys! ONWARD!