you always have us to talk to HDR - and I'm always happy to reply to your posts
The children are always the most important thing - so I hope CPS getting involved will help them.
I also hope your daughter will come around. I know that must be painful.
I don't know what to say about your husband. Maybe he feels it would upset you to know?
Do you do AA or anything like that? the real people aspect of it might help you find more folks to talk to and make friends with?
One thing I know is that drinking will not help any of this - it will make things much worse tho...I hope the rest of your week improves anyway
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